After months of not posting I decided to try and pick this blog back up again. There have been many changes to my
WoW life. The first is with great sadness I was forced to leave Critical Mass.
Unfortunately, being the raid leader I knocked over the
dominoes that managed to bring down the whole guild. I think in the end it turned out to be a good thing.
Over the years with CM, I made
a lot of great friends. But everyone has their own goals in this game and you really need to belong to a guild that shares those goals. The core problem that existed in CM was that the guild was split between really casual people and casual/hardcore raiders. The group that wanted to raid and make progress was constantly having to try and carry the load and it just does not work after awhile. Having people show up sporadically, and when they do show up not bringing consumables or even able to do their job well caused mounting frustrations within the guild. Slowly some of the more hardcore raiders would hit their breaking point and leave for greener pastures.
We had several officers meetings to discuss how to fix the situation, but we could never come to a complete agreement. Being the raid leader, I felt like my hands were tied to fix the situation, as at least one other officer actively opposed me trying to institute any policies that would even give priority invites to the core raiders. At that point all the Void
Reaver mods were broken in a patch making him no longer free T-5 shoulders. It seems our more casual group was incapable of looking for the orbs without the mods as a crutch. After several weeks of futility in
TK, our priest officer left in frustration. That was the breaking point for me, and I moved on as well. As the core raiders that made a real effort saw what was happening, they all began to abandon ship as well, causing the GM to declare CM was now an alt only guild and kick everyone out that he did not consider a friend. In the end, all of the people that were important to me kept an alt in CM for old times sake, and we now have a custom chat channel to talk in game. Also, most of the core group followed myself and the priest officer to our new guild, Symbiosis. In any one Symbiosis raid there could be 6 or 7 ex-
CMers.
On the positive side, I am now far more happy with my raiding time. I have now declared my
resto shaman as my main, thus the change in this blog. Symbiosis seems like the perfect guild for me. They don't put up for long with an
under performing player, but they also maintain a more casual 3-day raid schedule. We are now 4/5 in
Hyjal and 3/9 in Black Temple.
The first couple weeks I felt I was a bit
shaky, but mostly due to a bit of bad luck on some fights and getting used to the new mechanics. I ended up dying a bunch during
Vashj, which was more on the tanks, but I did die several times in
Hyjal due to
noobishness. So I was either sitting the bench or flat on my face for the first 2 weeks, which was
embarrassing to me as I always strive to be the best at what I do. But now I have settled into the guild and believe I have proven myself as a good raider. I am the only consistent
resto shaman we have, so it pretty much gives me a nice guaranteed raid spot and the pick of any healing mail for minimum
DKP. I have also started handling healing assignments recently, so me being just a raider did not last long.
Haha. I am looking forward to staying with this guild long term and am excited about downing new bosses together. I am especially excited when
WotLK finally arrives to be with a guild that is focused on getting started with the new
lvl 80 raids and progressing from the start!